Move onn

I've come to good terms of making my own decisions final and fatal to those who actual give a damn on what I've decided. I should have decided this a pretty long time ago when I was still yearning for someone who is isn't mine to hold. I should have walked out the door and slammed it while I still have to chance to. Because seriously, once you've learn to let go, and just put yourself on top back again. Nothing else matters but being the true you. And just loving you. Giving yourself the respect and love that you're worth living for. I stopped relying on other people presence in my category of happiness. If they're there when I'm smiling, then they're just considered lucky. I don't expect anyone to be around me forever anymore, through thick and thin that is. I would most possibly ask them to live their life as well. Just like I'm living my own now. I don't need to hold people back just for the sake of feeling needed and appreciated again. I don't. I'm not that selfish, I'm human too just like you.

I care for those people who loves me. But I'm not in a love crisis as I'm not IN LOVE with anyone? hmm but still myself. Its been six months now. And I'm still counting my solitary ages. Its ruffle really, but it feels good (':

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